I’ve had a rough few days. My health has been shit. Usually when things aren’t great I like to be alone to charge myself and think clearly.
I’ve gotten fed up of seeing hospitals and sick people. I’ve had enough of feeling sick.
Anyway, I am not going to talk much about my last week because now I’m well and I’m dealing with each day as it comes. My meds make me sick, I puke, I get diarrhoea, I get headaches, sometimes shivers. For the most part I feel nauseous and drained. My body aches mostly my back, arms and legs. This is why sometimes I don’t want to read and I don’t want to write. Please don’t take it personally.
A few nice things happened. Last night C took me out to visit my parents as we were driving we took a detour because the traffic was so bad. Santa waved at us. I didn’t get the picture Of him waving but I got this shot
We’d ended up lost. C is terrible with directions. I got to my parents place and I’d received a birthday card from Layla (my birthday was last week but I was too sick to celebrate). I loved the words in the card and I cant wait to celebrate with her next week.
I took a picture of the card but it’s too personal to share on here. What I’ll share is part of what was written inside:
To the amazingly beautiful and wonderful love of my life,
If I had my life to live over again,
Next time I’d find you sooner so I could love you longer.
Thank you from the depths of my heart for all that you do and for all that you are.
It’s the most mushy card I ever received and it made me shed a tear or two. It’s great to feel loved especially when life is feeling overwhelming right now. I think of layla and for a moment everything seems to go away.
I’m looking forward to the year ahead; it will make this year seem so far behind.
I’m looking forward to next week and feeling my love beside me. She keeps me strong and comforted.
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